Live.Laugh.Love...Story of my Life

Well, lots to think about today. Been At my church’s youth retreat in new York since yesterday and I won’t be home till Monday afternoon. Talked about a lot of things so far that have been interesting and eye opening , but the relationship talk today was, well… different. They pretty much told us that we need to have faith in God and pray to him when were ready to let him know that we want to get married. He should be the one to find the one man that we should be with for the rest of our lives… And that when the time is right, the man will come into our lives and we will run into him and he will tell us that he wants to marry us and obviously since that’s the guy you prayed to God to send to you, you should say yes.

Interesting because the ” normal dating” that other ppl do is supposed to come during the time after you agree to marry them , it’s called “courtship”. That’s when you can start to get to know them…. My problem with this is that what if you agree (cuz your acting on ur faith in God ) and the guy doesn’t turn out to be someone you truly want to be with ? Well they say that won’t happen because it should be the guy that you asked God for…

A lot to swallow in one day…it’s a nice concept , I just don’t know how I could follow this just because of the things I have already done in my life and ppl I have been with. I guess you just have to have a little faith…

So I’m sitting here at 2:20 am watching All That on TeenNick and it’s making me all nostalgic…. I wanna be a little kid again! I’m not ready to grow up! I have one more semester of college and I don’t think I want it to end yet cuz I’m afraid of what’s to come. Oiiiiii…. I don’t know how ppl do it everyday but they are strong…. I hope to be as strong as those who have come before me

I’m sooooo done with this semester its not even funny!

I’m just sick of everything that has been going on but because I still have two papers to write for my Finals that are due by the end of the day, I can’t write out how I’m feeling…even though that usually helps make me feel better about things. So hopefully I can get through these next couple of hours and finish everything so that I can breathe and not have to worry about anything but my presentation that I have to give on Monday.

pandanoi:

luthieneriol:

faintheartednot:

thewinchesterswagger:

davestridersdirtydreams:

they should invent

a treadmill

with a laptop built in

and unless you were walking, the internet wouldn’t work

like you had to be walking on it, you can’t just trick it and stand on the sides

i would lose so much weight

and like if you wanted to download something you had to run

and the faster you ran, the faster it downloaded

I’d be the skinniest bitch in this world.

This is the best idea ever.

(via xpinksugar)